perfect as im ever gonna be

HAHA

2009-05-06T01:01:38Z

Haven't used this in years .. but since no one reads this and I haven't said it to them yet ..

I can't believe that it took 26 years to actually fall in love. Finally met the one person I can not live with out. Aww, birds and butterflys - you are my bear.

leftylacy @ 2007-03-15T15:42:00

2007-03-15T22:42:38Z

I'm sorry honey
If I don't change the pace
I can't face another day

call me crazy ..

2007-03-01T06:51:20Z

I want to go to Tracy.
Sadly, I miss it.

I want to walk around my old block, just to do it - because 7/8 years ago that was the cool thing to do. I dont know why I've just started to miss all of that stuff, but I have. The last time I was in Tracy was too short and I was grumpy. I want to go back.

leftylacy @ 2007-02-15T19:46:00

2007-02-16T03:47:21Z

every night I sing along
with all your favorite songs
i sing until my voice is gone
until my lungs are bleeding
tell me you don't miss these brown eyes
and that you're not in love.

STUFF

2007-02-15T06:03:58Z

I shopped online today and bought some things. I realize more now that I hate shopping online - I like to have my products now.

Production has ended on my show and we are going to start posting it soon. Story starts next week and the following week editing starts. There is still so much more that needs to get done - ugh, and Im the only one really taking care of things. I need a nap.

I ain’t one to spark shit
But this is dedicated to them bitches who talk shit
They wanna run their damn lips
But all they really want is some more attention
Fuck them bitches - Fuck them bitches
That’s right I said it

just live in the memory you'll always be there

2007-02-08T09:33:16Z

fate tell me it's right
is this love at first sight
please don't make it wrong
just stay for the night

all on black

2007-01-27T03:22:14Z

i put it all in back
of my mind where i hold you
im just tryin to keep track
how far back it really goes
and im living in lack
of the blood sent from the heavens
im just tryin to relax
as a killers waiting right outside my door

whats black and white?
whats red all over?
this tired, busted, organ donar

sweet blasphamey my giving tree
it hasnt rained in years
i bring to you this sacrificial offering of virgin ears
leave it to me ill remain free
from all the comforts of home
and where that is
im pleased as pissed to say
ill never really know

i put them all in black
the four walls of my bedroom
and i trimmed them in red
peeled your picture off the wall

remains comes out in a few days. thats pretty cool, i think i might buy it.
got afi tickets for march. thats even cooler. i already did a dance for that.
thumbs down for bakersfield though.
no one likes bakersfield.
gym class is before that. time to chill with travee.
he's pretty much a big deal.
so am i.

im supposed to go to the screening of trading spouses, and i dont really want to. i'd rather go to the grove and see smoking aces ..

that is my update.
germany sucks.

Things I Love (sarcasam)

2007-01-23T00:43:32Z

1. When people call and say "hi, its me" - like Im supposed to tell who you are in those 4 seconds it takes you to spit out those 3 words.

i will be editing this when i can think of more things

californias not so far

2007-01-12T06:36:44Z

write down to remind yourself on how it can be
heartstrings, you're tugging at my heartstrings.
helpless, i've become so helpless to your touch
so touch me somehow
restless, you leave me restless
breathless, wait for me.
the closer i come to you, the closer i am to finding god
you're a miracle to me

mukalakihiki

2007-01-12T04:50:26Z

I recieved the greastest news ever, next Saturday (01/20) I will be on a plane .. destination: Fiji. Have you ever been to Fiji? Nope, me either. Today turned out to be a really good day.

tonight

2007-01-09T04:27:21Z

was an almost perfect night. i went outside to move my car at 8pm and it was 78 degrees with a light breeze. i wish every day was like that.

went to vegas over the weekend. will update later.

im still lost in your mystery

2006-12-26T08:40:54Z

even if heaven and earth collide tonight
we'll be all alone in a different light
I don't care what the world can't see
It's just between you and me

mac and cheese

2006-12-24T08:37:38Z

my usual waiter at hugo's looks exactly like matt rubano (minus the 70s hair thing). its strange sometimes when he comes to refill my water and forgets my tea.

oh and january can not come soon enough! a little sushi roku will be happening ..

things that i want

2006-12-12T00:55:10Z

Heatherette - The Empire

Frank Kozik bunny prints (all 4 of them)

Ice-Cream and BBC hoodies

home!

2006-11-25T06:42:31Z

(pics to come)

I made it home on Wednesday night. The flight was short and boring, but when I arrived in Oakland my mom and dad were waiting for me at the escalator. It was nice. They thought it was going to take 4hours to get home because of all of the traffic, but it only took a little over an hour which is normal.

Thanksgiving was great. Good food, and Cara&Kyla joined the family for the night. It was great.

Tonight Ann, Theresa and Kourtney came out to visit. I havent seen them in forever! It was a great visit, they're still here and I will see them at some point tomorrow when my lazy ass gets up. I talked to Ryan today and he said I didnt have to be back to work on Monday so I am going to extend my stay a little while longer, I like being here.

Tomorrow Im going to try and see Denise (in Tracy) then attempt to see Brad and Bryan. Cassie stopped by today which was fun, its been awhile since the two of us have been in my parents house. We screwed around on AOL oall night with Ann and Theresa, it was great fun.

Im going to try and go bowling at some point cause thats what you do when you come to the valley. Anyone up for cosmic bowling?

anchors away

2006-11-20T04:55:48Z

im going home for thanksgiving. i leave on wednesday and im excited. i havent been home in so long! im going to try and see all of my friends for those short few days that im going to be there, we'll see if it works out to my benefit.

yesterday was my friends allan's birthday - so i took him to atomic tattoo to get his first piece of "forever art"
anchors away

no-name (tim) wanted me to pay him an extra $5 for taking his picture

allan tried to look tough but we all knew that it hurt

the finished product

i sat down for some work too

my latest obsession, anchors!

he then proceeded to fix the bird on my ankle since it needed a little bit more color - yay! i was thinking about getting a new afi tattoo on my back when i get home but im not sure if im going to do that after all. three tattoos in one week is a lot.

also, my best friends cd comes out on Tuesday, even if you already have the leaks pick up a copy!

leftylacy @ 2006-11-16T15:21:00

2006-11-16T23:21:55Z

My friend Katy is the new face of Too-Faced Cosmetics, everyone should go buy some and then listen to her music

:)

i love the way she breathes booth in the morning

2006-10-30T19:43:52Z

the plan of action is set and we are seeing Gym Class Heroes in Vegas in ONE MONTH! Color us excited!

leftylacy @ 2006-10-25T09:33:00

2006-10-25T16:31:16Z

Im never drinking on a Tuesday again.

before all the fame and people screaming your name i was there and you were my baby

2006-10-24T00:21:18Z

I was in love with you when we were younger you were mine
When I see you from time to time I still feel like
You can see it no matter how I try to hide
And even though there’s another man who’s in my life
(What we have is in each other)
You will always be my... boo

haha

2006-10-12T22:41:21Z

a funny reference that only few will get ..

I once was breast man now it seems
Ever since I had the pleasure
of getting you together, your chest is just whatever
I found the buried treasured

i quit.

2006-10-11T23:03:24Z

im so tired.

who ....

2006-10-02T16:31:48Z

who won $500 in this weeks football pool?!

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say hello to

2006-09-30T16:20:02Z

miss alamaba worley

football pool

2006-09-29T17:27:32Z

I have been playing the football pool at the office for the past 4 weeks (well, this week is week 4) and have no won, in fact I come in dead last almost every single week. I decicded that this is my last week if I dont do a little bit better - so today, I cheated. I visited a statistics website and got this guy Danny Sheridan's odds - this week better be the winning week for me, or its over!

On a hoppier note, my show airs on Friday, unfortunately I will not be around for it because Im going to Disneyland!